Have you ever?

Have you ever tried to break off a relationship with someone who just doesn't get it?

I've been trying to break off a relationship for the past year and a half. Mind you, alot of it has been my fault because I have been giving this guy false hopes...why? Because I've been dumb. I don't know how many times I have told him that this is just not going to work out and that it takes more than just feelings. It's been a rollercoaster...one that I have been riding for way too long.

But, how do you efficiently put an end to it without feeling guilty? How do you not go back to this cycle? I mean it hasn't been physically or emotionally hurtful just not what is for me or my child. I get confused many times because he has been good to my kid...in fact, he was a very good friend while I went through my pregnancy by myself. Very supportive...at least more than the biological dad...but is this enough to form a family? To settle for this because he accepts me with a child? I think not!!!

Another thing that has been bugging me has been his little faith in God. He says he believes in Him and says he talks to Him but does he really know Him? It's spiritual incompatibility...I have found that since I came to path of our Lord, my life has changed for the better. This individual has gone as far as to question my Faith and tell me I don't know what that is. I do. I have Faith in God that he has a plan for me...and he surely ain't it.